Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Tuesday 7-15-08

I wont go to new lengths to drive to far into my past on this very first blog.
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I need to be blunt here, I am not doing this to have my child support lowered. This is only one of several task at hand. I need to show the courts that the figures they have are outdated. For some strange reason every time they amend the courts go off of '05 records. I do not see how they can raise when the income has continued to go down. Since 2002 I have been battling the courts and my ex wife over this and not being able to see my son. This is indeed wrong.
I then have to have SS look into my 50,000 overpayment that I am being charged for when they deemed me able in '01. I wish I was more able, more jobs would be available.
I need to see my son, my son needs me. I need proper and rightful Visitation.
I want to enjoy life. Living is a MUST or we are dead. I want peace. Love, friendships, family. My life is lacking so many different nutrients of Life. Love, companionship, my children. I am not a codependent if that it what it sounds like. What I am is a person who thrives off of life, and I am only existing. Everyone needs proper rest, food, exercise, love, touch, stimuli, conversation the list can go on. I miss home cooked food. LOL. My brain is not producing enough joy as much as I believe it should be.
I want to work again. I love helping people on the phone. I am a damn good Customer Service Rep.
One job I went for here in Tacoma said I was 9 words per minute short. So I wasn't hired. I type pretty fast and accurate for only typing one handed. The other company I was with for about 6 weeks of training. I failed a test and I was let go. I never got on the "floor" on both. I was never able to shine.
My body needs this done, my family and even friends in this done but most importantly my child in PA needs this done
I wish I could finish book. I have also thought of selling my pictures. I do not know if anyone would buy them. I just want to Live. I am not feeling sorry for myself what I am is determined

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